I'm still alive!  Ok, Ok, I'm being dramatic, but I'm really getting sick of having this viral whatchamacallit.  YUCK!  I'm hoping to be fantabulous over the weekend.  I've got a lot of stuff going on, maybe taking my mind off of feeling crappy will help me to have a good weekend and feel better too!
So, one success would be that I am feeling better than I did on Monday.  That's gotta count for something, right?
Another success, I'm still in onederland.  Nope, I haven't moved much at all, but it's still fun to think that I'm less than 200 lbs!  Let's just hope that is what the doctor sees on Monday.  Yep.  I have my 6 month appointment with the surgeon on Monday.  I don't know why, but I'm nervous.  I guess there's a part of me that thinks I haven't lost enough or that I'm not doing everything in my power to get my weight down.  It's been a struggle all of my life and even with having a bypass, it's a struggle.  I look forward to the days when I don't value my worth or my achievements by the scale.  Sure, 70 lbs is a big deal, but is it enough?  See what I suffer through?
And finally, I have to mention this success:  I found the mexi-melt and it's a great meal for me.  I was super excited to realize that I didn't even get the afternoon hunger/munchies which I normally do.  I didn't even eat again until 6pm when I had some rotisserie chicken from Costco (YUM)!  So, that was a good sign.  I'm going to keep that in mind next time too!
This weekend we are having a big family get together.  I'm really excited about it.  I'm a little nervous too because when we get together, we typically make our events eat-fests.  I, personally, have taken the "fun" or desperate need for food out of my life, but I'm interested to see how I handle a whole weekend of nothing but eating.  I'm planning to get some exercise in too (since there are plenty of places to walk/ride/play).  This will prove to be the ultimate "pouch test".   Can I handle it without making myself ill?  We'll see.
I hope to have some great stories come Monday! :-)
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It sounds like you are doing better. I'm sorry you were sick. It seems that family & food always go together, but you will learn the balance of the two. Have a great time and make new memories.
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